At This Moment
Maverick Williams is twenty, Black, gay, overweight, outspoken—and still trying to figure out what it means to choose himself.
Set against the language, music, friendships, family complications, and emotional chaos of early-2000s Los Angeles, At This Moment follows Maverick as he moves through love, sex, faith, insecurity, friendship, and the uncomfortable space between the person he is and the person everyone else seems to expect him to become.
Sharp-tongued and emotionally exposed, Maverick wants connection but often discovers that being wanted is not the same as being valued. As complicated relationships test his confidence and old wounds follow him into new situations, he begins confronting a harder truth: the acceptance he keeps demanding from other people may never replace the work of accepting himself.
Raw, funny, profane, vulnerable, and deeply personal, At This Moment is a coming-of-age novel about learning that adulthood does not arrive with answers—and that sometimes the most important relationship you will ever build is the one you have with yourself.